cabaran n kesabaran

rupa one of the classes kt JUST

pemandangan masjid U n KAUH dari jauh..

sejenis rumput ke apa aku pon xtau

bangunan faculty of architecture..

nk amik bangunan faculty of dentistry sebenarnya tp hari tuh xpergi pon ke kawasan bangunan2 perubatan... pergi kt bhagian kejuruteraan je..

main gate JUST

sejenis roti kt Jordan *yg ni inti daging*kt sini harga daging sangatla mahal..

pokok zaitun.. *zaitun termamat abundance kt sini*

sejenis manisan kt sini.. *x diketahui nama ape*

sunset

deretan kedai

kt kawasan tibb

kt kwsan library baru.. still dlm construction... *xtau laa siap bile*

XD

semakin bz n hectic..

life sebagai seorang mahasiswi memang jauh berbeza dari zaman sekolah..

bear that in mind..

nothing is easy in this world..

even if u r eating, u need to chew them first b4 u could swallow it..

hope to achieve the President's List (92% and above) for this year..

minimum the Dean's List.. (85% and above)..

do pray for me..

insyaALLAH.. i'll do my best...

*you can do it!! ajaa ajaa fighting!!*

shoot for the moon.. even if you miss it, u'll land among the stars..

but then, the stars are way further than the moon..

so...

shoot for the stars, even if you miss it, u'll land among the moons in the Milky Way..

happy2 always..

first day of kuliah.. XD

cepat je kan mesa berlalu.. dulu aku baru je masuk darjah 1.. aku ingat lg kelas 1 biru.. pastu masuk tingkatan 1. ke suasana baru.. org baru..

dan sekarang..

aku melangkah lebih jauh...

ke dunia yang lebih asing.

lebih mencabar..

ke dunia seorang mahasiswa/i..

kecabaran die memang thp xblh nk ckp laa..

lebih2 lagi kt bumi asing nieh..

but.. everything happens for a reason kan..

insyaALLAH.. ada laa tuh kebaikan yg dtg along the way.. only ALLAH knows that..

kita sebagai manusia hanya blh berdoa and berusaha je..

okeh...

panjang laa plak intro.. *korang dh bosan ke?? haha*

meh sini aku nk cerita..

pengalaman first day aku kt jamiah ni..

*aku bru tau jadual aku pg tu okeh.. b4 kelas!!*

tp yg best nye hari tuh kelas aku start petang..

*so cam ade peluang je kan tuk aku bangun lambat.. ngengenge..*

*betulkan niat!!*

oke..

so time nk pegi jamiah tuh,

aku kena jalan 10 minit kot *korang agak2 laa jarak die*

kelas first for that day was General Chemistry kat P2102..

nk blh ke smpai ke tempat tuh.. sempat laa jugak kot aku merasa buah 'langsat' Jordan.. *yumm yumm*

tp fuh... mkn buah langsat smpai kenyang pon mujur laa x smpai lmbat masuk kelas..

so masuk kls tuh duk sembng2 jap nk tunggu b4 kelas start...

5 minit kemudian...

lecturer pon mai..

nk tau die kata ape??

die kata if u r section 18, we dont have class today..

our class will begin this wednesday...

lerrr....

punya laa sesat cri kelas..

pegi2 kelas laa plak yg batal..

so merayau laa aku n kwn2 aku tuh pegi merantau sementara nk tunggu the next class starts..

smbil2 tu pegi laa cari kelas seterusnya tu kan..

n aku sudah berada dlm next class 45 minuted before the class starts..

advanced kan aku..

masuk tuh plak aku yg first..

lepas tuh mai laa geng2 pak arab...

weihh.. seram kot..

korang bayangkan lah..

dlm kelas tuh..

aku seo rang shj perempuan..n melayu..

yg melayu tuh xpe laa.. memang tiap2 kelas tuh kurang pon..

yg xleh nk blah.. aku sensorang je prempuan..

cuak giler.. aku tgk jam every 2 sec kot..

tp ALHAMDULILLAH...

kelas tu at the end ade 3 pelajar melayu..

2 perempuan 1 lelaki...

xde laa terkontang kanting sgt aku kt sana.. cehh..

hahaha

lps tuh p amik buku... ehh.. bukan amik.. tp beli laa.. huhuhu.. 1 buku = 6JD (1 JD = RM 4.5/RM 5)..

then balik...

perjalanan yg mengambil masa plg singkat 30 minute..

20 minit perjlnn from JUST je irbid(bndar)+ 10 minit berjalan kaki ke sakan..

so korang yg rasa duk nunggu bas 10 minit tuh lama.. try laa berjalan kaki 10 minit tiap2 hari (ahad-kamis) 2 kali sehari.. *terasa sbb kt intec dulu duk mengomel bas smpai lmbat*

n bersyukur laa korang yg bas2 kt malaysia at least ber air-cond x mcm kt sini yg menag mengharapkan angin dri luar *tp skarang memang sejuk*

n bersyukur laa korang yg biarpon Malaysia tuh ramai je perokok tegar yg sedar ke x, best jee nk menyingkatkan nyawa org2 kt sekeliling dorng tuh,

kat sini lg ramai..

dorang akan merokok ikut suka hati bapak dorang je nk merokok kt mana..

memang dahsyat laa..

huhu...

tp overall life kt sini very interesting laa..

byk pengalaman baru biapon aku duk sini xsmpai smminggu pon lg..

i think that's all for now..

tata..

salam dri Irbid..

aku rindukan Malaysia..

maas salamah..

XD (11.49 pm waktu Irbid)

Remember Me

aku tgk cite Remember Me td..
cite tu start kul 12.00 pg..
nk tgk Eclipse sebenarnye..
tp terlepas..
so xpe laa yg tu.. *miss nk tgk babak fight2 time part last2 tu*

lps cite Eclipse *kt star movie* ade laa plak cite Remember Me..
cite nie aku pernah tgk skali..
tp part2 nk habis dh so aku x brape paham sgt cite tuhh..
*yg penting ade Robert Pattinson.. dh terlepas tgk kt Eclipse kan.. tgk kt sini laa plak.. hehe*

tp td bile aku smpat tgk tuh..
fuhh...
it was quite interesting u know..
from the moment it start until it ends..
i can't even take my eyes of the screen.. *exaggerate much*
and then so suddenly ....
the tides came and yanked me away.. *i don't know what I'm trying to say here =.=''*
well. yeah...
i became emo all of the sudden..

it just hit me..
right into my head
that i am going..
im going to jordan..
i'm going there to further my study
to come home and insyaALLAH will be a great dentist...

and i'm going
im going to leave my home... *yet again*
to go somewhere far away...
far away from home..
far away from my family..
far away from mama and baba..
far away from my brothers..
far away from my friends..
and i will miss them all so much..a
somewhere that is alien to me..
somewhere that im not used to be..
to speak in a different language..
to be with different people, someone that im not used to..
to make new friends..
new things..
new life..


one thing that i hope and wish for is that, during the five years there, i dont need to repeat any year.. re-seat any paper... that i can finish my degree during that 5 years time and come home..

Ya ALLAH, permudahkanlah jalan bagi hambaMu ini untuk pergi menuntut ilmu.. AMIN...

thanks for reading.. XD
have a great day.. insyaALLAH

it was just a crush...

I'm sorry....

move on!!!!!!

yes!!!!